Category: writing

  • RADIO BNP101.X: Episode 22: Vulnerability and Honesty

    today i did a bit of thinking out loud and ranted about vulnerability and honesty. talking about what it is to vulnerable with someone and what people are really asking for when the ask for vulnerability from men. i think people want honesty instead of vulnerability, they think that vulnerability automatically comes with honesty but that’s argument for another day. i talked about Taylor Sheridan and the run he’s going on with yellowstone 1883 and 1923, definitely recommend you watch them if you haven’t. the characters he writes are just awesome so i have a few things to say about that. and the importance of dreaming

    tracklist
    wish the wind would blow me by bob schneider
    sierra leone by frank ocean
    sweet life by frank ocean
    pyramids by frank ocean
    lost by frank ocean
    fade into you by mazzy star
    the birthday and death of the day by explosion in the sky
    welcome, ghosts by explosion in the sky

  • i don’t care if you don’t like me, the world doesn’t like me. and when you have nothing to lose.. you have everything to gain.

    I’ve endure a pain that was unnecessary and unfair but that’s the way of the world. what i am going to do about it? complain. yeah, a little bit because were all human and flawed and even a warriors shield has cracks in it after battle. but what makes man great is that we push through. even when there’s no chance for survival. a lesson i wish i would’ve of learned a long time ago. you don’t let the pain consume you and take the reins. you stare it in the mirror, down your beer and get back to work ’til you fail again and again and again. ’til your knees are weak and you back is sore. that’s what separates the greats from the ordinary, from cowboys from the cow pokes. “Some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them.” -William Shakespeare

    And the only thing in the way of greatness is me. I’ve always said if I could get out of my own way.. I’d be great but I wasn’t that I was in my own way it was that I didn’t know. I didn’t have the information I didn’t know what more to give given the limitation that were given to me. I bare the weight of the world on these shoulders and the weight of society in my mind. The only choice I have is to be great because for some reason I was chosen.. and these blessing have been bestowed upon me. So the question isn’t why me? But why not? 

    Greatness can be given but respect must earn. Hard work and hard times are just apart of any man’s story. And the only thing promised is death. a warrior’s dreams and a warrior’s nightmare.

  • we’re neither good nor evil, were both
    good and evil.
    men don’t stand on one leg alone
    it’s the sun and the moon
    not the devil on one shoulder
    and an angel on the other

    it’s a demon with a halo
    and an angel with horns