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  • What is burning in paradise?

    January 31st, 2025

    It’s my last hope. It’s being in the greatest country in the world, and watching it all burn down to the foundation of what America always had the potential to be. As the waves of the internet erode what is left of humanity and winds of politics push the sails of cultural separation. The elements that have been in our cloth since the beginning of this country. Where our ideas are greater than our actions. The lead up is always better than the follow through. We want to believe that we are the best, but what are we the best at? War? Making profits? Creating ghettos? We have a constitution that reads like a poem and feels like a dream that we can’t quite make a reality. That was intended to draw us together for our strength but even the author didn’t believe the opening words he wrote. America has been nothing but years of rebellion. One man trying to hold another man to his standards of him, standards that he doesn’t impose on himself but believes that it must be this way for the “greater good”. It is sad to say that America, though the idea is beautiful,is full of shit. Full of greed that has hollowed out the few values and morals we have because someone always wants to be in charge. And the person that always wants to be in charge, never should be the one to lead. You lead by example, not out of wanting to lead. The same way a writer doesn’t want to write he just does it. These things pour out of people. But this business doesn’t want who’s best for the job, they want who tries the hardest. The one they can control. Burning in paradise is watching all the destruction and demolition of society enjoying the way down. Trying to find beauty in what feels like the last days of society before total anarchy breaks out, (we might already be there) and take a picture of what’s really happening on the surface instead of what’s being portrayed on the television screen. 

    In simpler words, burning in paradise is my dirty toilet stall where I can throw up from morning sickness or a night of drinking. Covered in the graffiti with discolored tiles, a single bulb flicking in the center, as shit and piss everywhere but the bowl. On the side of a gas station in the middle of nowhere, between a rock and a hard place. And though the floors are dirty and smell like shit in here, I lie on the floor nauseous, trying to figure it out.  

  • Some Substance: Capitalistic Nihilism

    January 31st, 2025

    I found myself doom scrolling and I came across this youtuber, Dasia Sade, that has a very interesting take on capitalism and nihilism. She uses the words “nihilistic capitalism”, which I haven’t heard used together before. I’ve heard of them being used separately but I never thought of using those words in the same phrase. I always viewed the two ideas separately. I thought of capitalism as a system and nihilism as a philosophy but the way she explains nihilistic capitalism hit home for me. It explained perfectly this feeling I’ve been having as I attempt to fill a void with online content after a long day of work where I worked hard and still feel fucked at the end of the week. It explains the same system that my employer tries to impose on us, telling us to work harder, faster, and longer but won’t consider offering avenues for raises in pay. At the end of the day, I blamed myself for feeling miserable, questioning if I worked hard enough while scrolling online and watching friends living their best lives.

    This video not only piqued my curiosity in nihilism again but also gave a better understanding of what nihilism is. Before I watched this video, I believed that Nihilism was just a negative point of view or better said a perceptive in which the hopeless found hope. Now I see Nihilism as more of a reaction to the environment in which one is in, looking for meaning in the meaningless. I know these two ideas sound oddly similar but the perceptive switch comes from the meaning of nihilism to the cause of nihilistic thought.

  • Fanum x. GQ

    January 29th, 2025

    Fanum stopped by GQ again. Kieran Press-Reynolds wrote an in-depth article about a day in the life of Fanum and how the Fanum name has become what it is today. The article touches on the forming of AMP and how they met, what pushed fanum to begin streaming in the first place, his favorite movie (which I still have on my watchlist, maybe I’ll watch it today) 

    Article below:

    https://www.gq.com/story/fanum-gq-hype

    This isn’t Fanum’s first stop at GQ. About a year ago he did his top 10 essentials where he infamously brought a refrigerator full of his favorites on set.

    6 months ago he did another piece where he spoke about and made well-known New York sandwiches. He flexes some skill as he used to work in a deli back in the day.

    Today he goes undercover on the ethernet and answers fan questions

  • Victory Light Podcast, I’m Home!

    January 29th, 2025

    The Victory Light podcast has made me feel like I’m with family. A cast of 1st generation Americans with a bloodline back to Dominican Republic, it’s brotherhood that you have to live to understand why Dominicans are the way they’re. A people that can make humor out of anything, and when I say anything I mean ANYTHING. Passionate people trying to find a better life, a complex people trying to navigate the seas with nothing more than a few constellations.

    I love knowing there are other Dominicans out there like me.

  • And Now We Drink w/ Jake Adelstein and Leana Lovings

    January 29th, 2025

    Author Jake Adelstein and adult actress Leana Lovings sat down with Matt Slayer at the And Now We Drink Podcast and had an open conversation about Sex during the pandemic, Sex on camera, and with Jake Adelstein you’re going to get stories about the underworld of Japan. This is one of the first interviews I’ve seen of Jake Adelstein of him laughing and enjoying himself and it made for a great time!

  • BNP101.X: EP. 4 Forgetting Tomorrow

    January 29th, 2025

    Record pretty late last night, around 1 in the morning, the streets were quiet. The world was quiet for once. No cars on the road, no movement in the house, just my headphones and my music. Didn’t have a lot to say this time around, but I don’t think there was much to say that the music couldn’t say for itself. I just took the passenger seat and co-piloted this one. Like a long road trip after everyone has already calm their nervous about travelling, you just stare out the window and get lost in the landscape.

    Tracklist:

    Baltimore – Nina Simone

    MOON ON THE WATER – Sowelu

    Eden – Brent Faiyaz

    Distant Land – Madlib

    A Love Supreme, Pt. I – John Coltrane

    I’m Old Fashioned – John Coltrane

    Memory – SEATBELTS

    TRELLAS – Bad Bunny

    Seigfried – Frank Ocean

    Wildfire – John Mayer ft. Frank Ocean

    Space Lion – SEATBELTS

    How I Feel – Thundercat

    Crust – Flying Lotus

    Falling Out Of Trees – Barcelona

    Lost! – Coldplay

    What I’ve Done – Linkin Park

    Leave Out All The Rest – Linkin Park

    Let Us – The Edge of Daybreak

    Ostavi Trag – September

    Assassin – John Mayer

    Human Qualities – Explosion in the Sky

  • America’s Problem with DEI

    January 24th, 2025

    https://www.foxnews.com/media/birmingham-mayor-trashes-trumps-dei-executive-order-alabama-fication-us-government?intcmp=tw_fnc

    First day and Trump has signed an executive order to remove diversity, equity, and inclusion (DEI). As someone that kind of watches politics from the outside and doesn’t really participate too much, I can see why Trump, Republicans, and more importantly White Americans would want to dissolve DEI.

    For 100s of years some white Americans have been able to live an exclusive lifestyle, meaning that in some instances they’ve been favored or allowed a life that the majority of minorities have only been able to watch from the outside. 

    If we are honest, the American public has always been divided. Though law markers have passed bills and laws, America’s culture hasn’t been accepting of these changes. These changes have been abrupt, and real change takes time. 

    DEI was originally enforced to allow minorities an opportunity at getting a foot in the door, at a time where the majority of place wouldn’t permit people of color a fair shot or equal opportunity as their white counterparts. Again, Abruptly forcing change instead of resolving racial issues that had created these issues in the first place. 

    Today, White Americans are feeling as if they’re losing power because they can no longer decide who can and who can not step into their “safe spaces”. Places that were exclusively white for years, now have many different faces that don’t remain inside the box White American had them in. And though these minorities aren’t breaking the law, they are unapologetically being themselves. Minorities are no longer living in fear as past generations did and are proud of who and what they are. 

    For years White Americans have been told that other races and ethnic groups were beneath them, for whatever reason they believe. Now they’re seeing that what they once believed, what their father and grandfather once told them may be a lie. And rather than change, they’d rather close the door. 

    Because these DEI laws aren’t only allowing racial minorities into traditionally white space, but also members of the LGBTQ+ community. A community that a lot of Americans have taken issue with and though their issues are not resolved, the LGBTQ+ community are welcomed in these spaces but culturally nothing has changed. 

    White American could feel that they are losing their ground in these places. Even though they outnumber these communities, White Americans don’t want to share these places. Just the very sight of a minority is affront to them.

    America’s been fighting against these changes for generations, both sides passing down the torch to keep the battle going. Both feeling justified in their actions. Both white Americans and minorities are in our own bubbles that are clashing together like a venn diagram, each thinking that the other group is out to get them. 

  • Miles Silvas: Rough Cut

    January 23rd, 2025

    A few days ago Thrasher released Miles Silvas’ Rough Cut from his part, City to City. Opening up with him trying switch heel bs tailside to regular on Chipper? This is going to be good! Watch Miles show you that even those at the top of the game have to pay their dues like the rest of us.

    Some screengrabs of some of my favorites

    Around the 15 minute mark Miles does a crazy kickflip into a bank after a quick kickflip backtail

    the insane backside flip off the dock!

  • BNP101X: EP3 DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE

    January 23rd, 2025

    Tracklist for todays episode:

    Goldwatch – Lupe Fiasco

    Palante – Cookin Soul, Kid Frankie

    Make it Hot – Cookin Soul, Kid Frankie

    Dangerous Daringer -Sauca Walka, Conway the Machine

    CALM DOWN – Nadine El Roubi, Shepard

    Hard Times – Ludacris

    Wishin’ II – PRhyme ft. Black Thought

    Diamond Cutter – Roc Marciano ft. Black Thought

    Feel It – TOKiMONSTA

    Wanderer – Little Dragon

    Family Tree – Kenny Beats

    Super Gremlin – Kodak Black

    Pearly Gates – Mobb Deep ft. 50 Cent

    Terrorist (Alex Goose Remix) – Freddie Gibbs

    THE WILD SIDE – Ab-Soul

    STUCK (A Colors Show) – WESTSIDE BOOGIE

    The Friends N Strangers – Wale

    Die Hard – Kendrick Lamar

    Connect – Drake

    Keep it Thoro – Prodigy

    Soul Express – Stalley

    The Rotten Apple – Prodigy

    Rahbannaga – Big Ghost Ltd, Westside Gunn, Conway the Machine

    Whale – Da$h, Ab- Soul, Retch

    Sam (Is Dead) – Odd Future

    Jump off the Roof – Vince Staples

    14 KI’s – Conway the Machine

    Tapatio – Curren$y, Freddie Gibbs

    Anything to Survive – Freddie Gibbs

    Heaven Can Wait – Freddie Gibbs

    Out on Bond – Vince Staples

    DIABOLIQUE – Da$h, ANKHLEJOHN

    Solo Dolo Part II – Kid Cudi ft. Kendrick Lamar

    Rusty – Tyler the Creator ft. Domo Genesis and Earl Sweatshirt

    FAREWELL – Da$h, ANKHLEJOHN

  • What the fuck Elon?!

    January 21st, 2025

    What the fuck is Elon doing? A Nazis-ish salute. We might be fucked. This is the president’s man, this the guy that we all looked at, at some point, as the genius of our time. And now he’s doing nazi salutes and cosplaying as a gamer. 

    It’s the old saying you hear when you and your friends start making money and you see how some people act now that they got a little something something to spare, money can’t unlame you. Money can’t make you cool. You can see when a rich kid has all the gear, the new Supreme, the LV this or that but they can’t seem to put a fit together to save their life. Elon is that, has all the money and resources a man could ever need but for some reason he wants to look cool to gamers and now political types.

    Now you can’t deny that dude is smart, maybe this is some kind of play to get government funding for spaceships or underground tunnels or whatever he’s trying to do this week. But whatever his reason is, I’m good. I don’t need no expectation. I’ve had enough interactions with people to understand when you see someone show their true colors you believe them. It’s not like anything Elon does is going to affect me. 

    Other than these spam trump ads that keep popping up under every tweet. I don’t like teslas, I think that the technology just isn’t there entirely. It’s a working concept but I’ve never had anything with a battery that didn’t need to be replaced after a while. Batteries aren’t no forever my guy. And batteries are expensive. And I’m definitely not trying to go to Mars anytime soon. I’ll let them explore and figure that shit out and maybe my offspring can go in 100 years when it’s all figured out. After they’ve raped aliens and taken their resource as their plan for manifest destiny 2.0. You know with robot slave that eventually turn this into a scene from I,Robot

    Yeah, Elon I don’t know what you on, but thank you for being your-goofy-ass-self. I see you dawg.

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