rainy days have never been a good omen for me. I first noticed this trend somewhere during high school, a coming of age teen trying to sail the seas of high school romance. whenever it rained I was bound to have a shitty day. Outside of having track practice rain shine sleet or snow, that was the team motto. a chaotic immigrant home life and unlimited mins after 7 was usually enough to scream into my pillow at the end of night, but no before mandatory bible study.
Tag: BNP101X
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Thumbs Up America
Watch a young David Choe and his cousin hitchhike across america. their traveling band rock out with drunk drivers, vanlifers, and every commuters as they try to make it to east coast in one piece. a few ups a few downs but it’s always a thumbs up america!
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RADIO BNP101.X Episode 19: Head Above Water
Tracklist:
Something Misunderstanding by Gene Clark
Super Heater ft. Domo Genesis by Conductor
I’m The Problem by Morgan Wallen
Nothin’ Left by Morgan Wallen
Genesis by Morgan Wallen
What I Want ft. Tate McRae
Everybody Gets Down by NxWorries
Got Friends ft. Miguel by Goldlink
Jeans ft. Miguel by Jessie Reyez
Come Through and Chill ft. J. Cole by Miguel
Lost One ft. Chrisette Michele by Jay-Z
Answer by Tyler, the Creator
Free Shots by Westside Gunn
Love Over Your Should by Busta Rhymes and Kendrick Lamar
Scientists and Engineers ft. Andre 3000, Eryn Allen Kane, Future by Killer Mike
Motherless ft. Eryn Aleen Kane by Killer Mike
All Alone by Domo Genesis
Pot Jar ft. Jadakiss by Curren$y
Coming Home by Curren$y
Ignorance is Bliss by Kendrick Lamar
Loyalty ft. Rihanna by Kendrick Lamar
Silent Hill ft. Kodak Black by Kendrick Lamar
Blue in Green ft. John Coltrane & Bill Evans by Miles Davis
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Everyday day and night my mind goes to war with itself. My thoughts are like the storming Normandy, my nerves are shellshocked, and fighting is the only thing I have to make it out of this nightmare. But even when I finally have a day, where I can relax, where I find peace, I search for war, I daydream of violence. It’s almost exciting. It’s almost as if I’m looking forward to for those moments.
It’s the rush of seasoned war veteran.
I’ve done oil my rifle and load my clips waiting to serve my country. I started fighting as child and I became a man with this gun in my hand. I can’t imagine living without it.
But after the wars and the battles, after the lost brothers and bruises. I don’t know what to do with my gun. I’ve brought back demons and memories and lost my innocence for the greater good. I paid the price for war in more than blood. My spirit no longer know the calms of river. It only knows the tides of ocean. The waves of a thunderstorms, the shine of lightning, the scorns of the gods.
The Morning sun loss a bit of its novelty every raise and nights are but a wrinkle in time from a life I can no longer reach for. And still I oil my gun and load my clips ready for my last and final war.
For the war against self
Win lose or draw I’m a soldier
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Gran Turismo 7: The Lucas Circuit 4.4.2025
me and some homie race on gran turismo every now and then to have fun and sharpen our skill, you know? friendly competition, steel sharping steel. I always get smoked but lucas does a great job cutting these clips up. check it out
oh im playstation_p if you are wondering
Burning in paradise 