I grew up thinking that
Love would be enough. Because
I didn’t have love and I thought that’s all I needed. at home.
love like in the movies, father and son playing catch
Or the geek getting the cheerleader
the best friend that would help hide the bodies
But I didn’t know how the world worked.
I didn’t know about the crooked cops
The soulless politicians, the pimp and preacher, the whore with the beautiful smile, the NRA, the panthers, Joe Pesci, bourdain.
I thought it was all black and white
And in some ways it still is. But love
Can only get you so far.
You need pain and frustration, for a better fuck
Tears to truly enjoy joy
Humor for survival, to laugh throw the tears
Love… love is the sci-fantasy with shitty ending and bad accountant that blew the budget
Love is bad shroom trip in a public place
Love is taking a shit and realizing you don’t have toilet paper