
it’s a hard job running the world into the ground, i’d be sleepy too

it’s a hard job running the world into the ground, i’d be sleepy too
no tracklist today.. just listen
Sometimes I think the democrats are playing stupid, like they aint got no tactics. No one is gonna limit the war budget once it’s on and popping. People are death, bombs were dropped. We’re going to have to see this one to the end. Another worthless war and another american taking the bullet. It’s shame really. Finally just got back to peace, after covid-19 and america soliders back at home from the war in afghanistan, we didn’t have five minutes before the american government jumped head first into another war.
Simultaneously, on the web, I’ve seen videos of a black solider celebrating the purchase of her first house. She was dancing. Something feels oddly strange about that. It’s not a consequence. I can’t trust it. I also saw a video of another solider crying as she realized that she going actually going to war.. I want to pray for her but I don’t believe my prays will protect her. They say war is hell, and how do you prepare someone for hell?
I think that why I never could join the military, not being able to be in full control. Not being able to have a full spectrum of my own will at an unfair price. Don’t get me wrong I think what they do is admirable, to march into war, ready or not to face death and destruction. But having to prostrate yourself to the US government is dancing with the devil. I hear of how they treat black people, I can visualize what they’d do to the arab.
I was listening to The fast life garage while I was cooking, it tripped me out to listen to max schaaf and his view on how he approaches building bikes, the craftsmanship and how he approaches the business side of things. I know him from skateboarding, really falling in love with his personality after watching his epicly later’d. He seemed like a smart dude, passionate about skateboarding, opinionated. He has a point of view. He rubbed shoulders with some of skateboarding’s greats and still is cool enough to film the homie on the vert ramp.
Though he could probably make more money, making trendy shirts for his company 4Q and what not, he’s here for the bikes. When he got into his love for bikes years ago, it was a difficult journey figuring it out, banging his head across the wall. Taking courses, talking to people, and a little divine intervention, just chasing after, it got him here. Continuing to the old ways of sharing information and building relationships with people who actually know what the hell there doing out here. It’s not all business with him, how big corporation influenced us to believe it needs to be to have a successful business.
There are actual people behind these “products”.
His approach towards bike building and craftsmanship aren’t as money hungry. It’s passion first.
Listening to that got me fired up, it reminded me of why I do the things I do. Why I got into things in the first place. For me. To get me to tomorrow. It’s not about what the other guys think, whether he’s the elder on the block or the young buck. It’s about making something, anything that you can look at and be like, “fuck man, I made something cool with these two hands” I didn’t exist and now it does. Doing it the way you believe it should be done.
But it what tripped me out was that he’s authentically open minded, meaning he might not like someone approach towards bikes or whatever but he can recognized that guy or gal is just chasing the same thing he is. Maybe not in the same way, but to the best of their ability. He willing to admit he’s wrong even if he feels different personally.
You can’t change everyone to think the way you think. You just end up pigeon holding yourself.
Which today is a rare thing to come across. Most people feel a type of certain way about something and believe that it should be like that for everyone. As long as that person isn’t in your face about it, and even then, does it matter?
Shoutout to Max Schaaf, keep killing it!
tracklist
lumberjack by tyler the creator
hot wind blows by tyler the creator
education ft. yasiin bay & black thought by Freddie gibbs
n.y. state of mind part. 2 by nas
cult of personality by living colour
manifesto ft. domo genesis by tyler the creator
complexion (a Zulu love) by Kendrick lamar and rapsody
shades by wale, chrisette michele
la raza by kid frost
la vida es un caranaval by celia cruz
stay here 4 life ft. brent faiyaz by a$ap rocky
do 4 love by snoh aalegra
ill take care of you ft. yebba by tyler the creator
sorry not sorry by tyler, the creator
sources:
https://www.cnn.com/2026/01/23/us/liam-conejo-ramos-ice-wwk
Christopher Nienhuis, an 18-year-old Black student in Ellis County, Texas, injured a white student in the process of defending himself from a white mob attack. He was suddenly re-arrested and jailed last week. Christopher Nienhuis 👇🏾 https://t.co/btKI5M1YVg pic.twitter.com/iC06rxh0of— kevin blue (@kevinblue345) January 27, 2026
First and foremost, I am proud as a US citizen that people are hitting the streets, staging protest and trying to get corporation’s and the government’s attention with strikes and economic withholding on today, January 30th, 2026. I believe these are important steps to take in trying to get these corporations to listen to the general public.
With that being said as a Black American, it’s important to acknowledge that these kind of actions should have been happening years, if not decades ago, when government agents and police officer killed multiple black and brown Americans in cities all over the United States. Today we are seeing large amount of white Americans standing up and speaking out now that they see that men and women like Renee Good and Alex Pretti (Americans that look like them) can be shot and killed like they’ve been doing to Black and “minority” Americans for decades.
And even in their protest, we can still see the division of racism at work as they have keep names like Keith Porter Jr. out of the forefront. Names like Liam Conejo Ramos a 5 year old preschool detained by ICE or Geraldo Lunas Campos that was choked to death while in custody at a detention center. Not including a list of names that most Americans aren’t aware of that have suffered, died, and torture in Detention Centers,
The people of Minnesota are chanting things like, “Say her name” and I wonder if they understand that this chant was first used with Breonna Taylor in 2020 in her wrongful murder.
I hope the people of Minnesota understand that these are just their first steps in the fight of injustice that have been happening since the wrongful lynching of Emmett Till and prior. Now it’s time to do the knowledge, read and understand what has happened in this country and what continues to happen in this country on a daily basis again the black and brown.
Since 2018, we’ve heard of women being raped and sexual assault in these detention faculties and the powers at be stating that it’s not responsible for it’s staffs actions. Not until March 2025 did CBP state that they would have zero tolerance policy on rapes and sexual assaults. Even though rape and sexual assault have been a disgustingly unlawful action for years, so how when these women are considered, “illegal alien” it deems them to be treated as subhuman without rights.
Doing the right things isn’t something that lawful or unlawful, look at our history: Fugitive Slave Act, the Black Codes, Jim Crow. And right now the president and other government officials sanctioning these occupations from city to city causing chaos, causing civil unrest, in the “name” of “justice”. Lying to the American people about what happened even those we all just saw what happened online via video recording.
Agencies like ICE and CBP are nothing but fraternities for racist bigots and losers wanting to cause harm. Sometimes again their own raza, because somehow they see themselves as superior. When actually the same racist they’re wanting to be, would arrest them and confine to detention center if they didn’t have the same uniform. Agencies like ICE and CBP are only the latest agencies causing injustice in American communities. Acting as a modern day gestapo. But don’t forget about the action of the FBI and CIA in the 60s, The NSA and their usage of the Patriot Act, and now Corporations like Google, Meta, and Open Al using your consumer information against you to drive up prices and gouge you at every corner.
These offensives on the American people run deep and I hope that you understand what it means to stand up and fight. Educate yourself, look up information, unlearn harmful stereotypes, and don’t believe everything that politicians and news anchors are spewing over the air ways. They want us to be divided and fight over insignificant things like race. When the real issues are much larger.
if you’re not aware james fishback wants to charge only fan workers specifically 50% of their income for participating in sin, allegedly.
that’s the most loser shit I’ve ever heard because it doesn’t solve anything. if your have an issue with people, men specifically, spending money on these models and sex workers, find out what are the circumstances that are causing these men to feel like they have to spend hundreds of thousands of dollars for female attention. because thats the real issue. 2. if you implement this “sin tax” these models and sex workers are just going to move out of florida and the people are still going to be subscribed but now you lose money on the taxes you were already charging. 3. are you not aware of what fucking state your governing? Miami is one big ass orgy on drugs. there’s the porn industry, cam girls, prostitution, etc. but you want to focus on a subset of people because their the “it” thing right now. reactionary policy is going to get at the root of the cause, if that’s what you really want to do.
edit: sophie rain actually has a point
In this episode, i was stuck inside on a rainy day and i came across my favorite anime online so i started listening to Original Soundtrack which was a fusion of jazz, rock, and blues. I had found one of seatbelts albums a few years ago but i didn’t know they had multiple album so i put them on shuffle and just listened. here and there i try to explain why i love the show and it’s characters. emphasis on the try. but either way i think that the music is awesome and i hope you enjoy.
tracklist
spokey dokey by seatbelts
bad bog no biscults by seatbelts
blue by mai Yamane
digurido by seatbelts
24hours open by seltbeats
too good too bad by seltbeats
rain demo ver. by seatbelts
adieu b Emily bindiger
woodcock by seatbelts
the real man by seatbelts
the powder by seatbelts
what planet is this by seatbelts, yabuhara Masashi, George marino
blood brothers by seatbelts
call me call me by steve conte
santo City by seatbelts
n.y rush by seatbelts
tank! by seatbelts
piano black by seatbelts
gotta knock a little harder by seatbelts
no money by hassan bohmide
mushroom hunting by seatbelts
the egg and i by seatbelts
ave maria by jerzy knetig
want it all back by mai Yamane
cats on mars by seatbelts
Einstein groovin’ by seatbelts
the adventure of losers by seatbelts
net rush by seatbelts
bindy by seatbelts
space lion by seatbelts
digging my potato by seatbelts
memory by seatbelts
I grew up thinking that
Love would be enough. Because
I didn’t have love and I thought that’s all I needed. at home.
love like in the movies, father and son playing catch
Or the geek getting the cheerleader
the best friend that would help hide the bodies
But I didn’t know how the world worked.
I didn’t know about the crooked cops
The soulless politicians, the pimp and preacher, the whore with the beautiful smile, the NRA, the panthers, Joe Pesci, bourdain.
I thought it was all black and white
And in some ways it still is. But love
Can only get you so far.
You need pain and frustration, for a better fuck
Tears to truly enjoy joy
Humor for survival, to laugh throw the tears
Love… love is the sci-fantasy with shitty ending and bad accountant that blew the budget
Love is bad shroom trip in a public place
Love is taking a shit and realizing you don’t have toilet paper